Friday, October 26, 2012

all growed up

It's been a little while since I've posted.  Mostly because I haven't taken the time to sit and put my thoughts together.  A lot has happened since I last wrote in August- too much to chronicle here.  But, suffice it to say that things have gotten better.

When I first moved to San Francisco in 2006, I was much more naive.  I had yet to experience much of what I would encounter even in the first 3 months of living in the city.  It is a drastically different place than the South.  And so, when I left 2 years later to return to Atlanta, I felt like I had really come into my own.  I was older, wiser, and more experienced in many areas of life.

Fast forward to now.  I have returned to the city that held so much for me in terms of becoming who I am as an adult (or so I thought).  As I reflect back on what it was like to experience this place for the first time and now for the umpteenth time, I realize how much I "grew up" in my time away from San Francisco.  If I'm honest with myself, I might venture to say my time away was even more impactful than my time here.  I don't know- it's probably impossible to quantify and it's continuous along a trajectory.  I wouldn't have grown in the way I did in my years away from San Francisco if I hadn't lived here first.

I'm glad to be back.  This city is good for me.  I'm still learning and growing- thankfully it's a never ending process.  I don't know if or when one can ever say in true Southern form "I'm all growed up".

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