flux

It's almost here.

Been waiting for 2 years.

Want something so bad.

Got what I wanted.

Cause for this strong desire?

Seems like a blur.

Still, it's present.

Programmed since the start.

Life happens.

Situations change.

Ever anticipate finding myself here?

Still want it so bad.

Yet feel I'm betraying myself.

Don't want a repeat.

Find myself in flux.

Tomorrow it all changes.