broken

not sure how to do this, though I have many times before.
it's not a consolation that you have to do it, too.
why is letting go so hard?

not sure how it's possible that I have such pain.
it's not like much has changed for us.
why is letting go so hard?

not sure when I'll stop having thoughts of you in the night.
it's not in my control, those at first waking.
why is letting go so hard?

not sure when I won't feel my heart is broken and extremely raw.
it's not that I'm trying to avoid this sensation.
why is letting go so hard?